wow-ness added with great-ness= fun-ness

i din got the time to blog up ystrdy so, here it is.
on saturday,
went out town with Najib Buddy, we went to the arts house to watch the XS.one ppl perform.
comments for it!
effing FUNN okay!!!
i realli enjoyed it.
it was like waves of greatness, one great sonf after another.
and the best part?
the special unique appearence of BLESS.

when it was towards the end Najib went out, and i waited for Rau Bestie.
saw my two crew mates (i fergot their names lar.) and all of the XS peeps went Arab street go mkn and yea... u noe wad we do there, SHEESHAA! ahahaha

yea and at the end, Rau decided to ask me stay over his house coz i got no where to go after tt. so yeap. i did. awww.... caring for a great friend aint he? ahaha

woke up at 4 pm in the afternoon and we decided to go eat at the makan place.

so, birthday enjoyment was fun tis Yr, no worries, a lil disappointment which i can get over. and yea. out since satrdy noon, back till sunday nite? enjoy giler ke pe!

hey, tmr i gt UT gotta prepare. bye people!

Labels: the XS crew was funn okay...

wad had happen?

I tell u guys wad happened in the past...

23 june 2005,
celebrated alone coz his gf din accompany. went out with 2 frens onli.
was tt ur appreciation? i dun tink so. (wadeva, its the past anw)
23 june 2006,
Still couldn't forget wad happened in 2005.
ended up going to watch movie alone, went town alone, bought myself a present.
bumped into my great buddy at esplanade. hangout till very late.
23 june 2007.
planned outing with buddies, enjoi 1 yr+ of singlehood. have no worries. sheesha-ing maybe?

ouh well.. been bz with skool lately, feeling tired coz juz finished my hip hop lesson, and hey, Ryan the instructor was a pro ok!
he dance not to the steps, its through the Rythm, u can just see him melting at one moment, and then snapping at another, its just great. homework for today? find out wad house music is and how LA hiphoppers actually dance.

Labels: Lyrical hiphop is better than hiphop

WHY THE MIXED UP FEELING ASRAF?

im just not sure of my feelings these few days.
just now, halfway during skool, i suddenly feel so lethargic but i dunnoe y. i juz wana lie down and jus... sleep! haish.
its ok tt ya cldnt make it this sat. i kinda expected it. nemind rau. we still can celebrate ya bro?
my heart skipped two BEATS when i saw that familiar curly hair wearin Banana Republic shirt (fergot wad color). been wanting to ask... but it just seem to appear and disappear.

and 1 thing too..
these family probs of mine (financially too) are hittin me real bad man... i just felt like a total loner with no one to rely on. not even my mother, blood mother.
y is she reacting this way? isit because i din get approved by the Air Force. i noe she was hoping her heart for it but hey. i cant deny myself being a malay...
u see thats wen all girls come together... the part where money comes in, surely they will like act up so good towards me. adn then when broke? they just simply dun wana bother about me. hah... how unfortunate.

thank god KEKA was back s'pore safely. ay girl.. mish u lar shey. hhaha...

anymore to be added later on yea...

Labels: downfall on each of my birthdays

boredom!

below are some of the pictures took from last weekends barbeque pit. enjoi peeps




hurray... enuff 1 whole day of rest and time spent alone... im charged up for tmr...
and psst. i overslept today so i din went to skool... haha. chatted with this girl... seems sweet. thank god i got company for the saturday event. yea!
and i felt exhilirated by the thoughts of it.
well then.. i feel so hungry... wana makan.. but nobody at home... dang.
like very lazy to go buy lar.. order can?
haha.
ouhkays then.. not much for todae...

-u got too obssessed with ur dream about me doing smth behind ur back tt u dun even realise ur contradicting me. assuming wild things tt u shldnt even tink of.

i hate people making wild assumptions. shld've asked to confirm wad.

Labels: skool starts

spoilt but fun

1st of all let us sing for those june bdae peeple either past or coming.
and that includes Lan (3 june), hanafie (9 june), syafi'ie (13 june) and last of all... acap! (23june).
Happy bdae to us,
happy bdae to us,
happy bdae to june babies....
happy bdae to us. !YAY!
the pit was A-ok lar...
coz most of the time it was rainin and windy...
BUT!
we made good use of the time even during the rain and not. ahaha
but i think i was the most unluckiest person in the group shey...
1st... wet towel.. its ok for a while coz i can dry it but still end up wet.
2nd wet bag...
and i mean each and evry contents of it.. tt means i had to go home in wet clothings.
3rd?
my phone got half-submerged in water, amazingly it survived the downpour and managed to go thru the wet tymes we had together ya phone? haha...
but hey..
i muz thank all those who had made lan, hanafie and me the 2 kilogram, $57, choco cake.
the celebration was so damn fun lor..

hmm..
i guess its the 1st tyme ever in my life tt i had a proper birthday party like this one. hmm.. how unfortunate my life can get? coz y? cakes, i nvr got them for my birthdays, wishes, onli by a few. but tts not the thing bothering... wad bothers me is wad happen two years back... i guess hmm im am born to be unlucky. haiz...

but all the more people...
im 2 yrs out home and still counting... psst... its goin on 3 yrs btw..
and im loving the freedom i am getting now.

the pit also made me realise that i realli have broken ties with my family members. all except for my sis... hmm...

and my blood bro hanafie, we all are goina miss u dude. and i will carry on ur favour... which is to look after ur dear lil sis... hanafitri...

and words to u... i cant simply just acted as if nth had happened. u noe i onli give 3 DESERVING chances, u simply broke it and thus breaking my heart at the same time... like i said before, things has changed.

Labels: grand weekend

sentosa bored-ness

ouh well...
1) three words to describe the class overseas trip... boring, tiring and time wasting.
could have spent precious time with some other people like my friends or smth?
hmm...
2) i juz cant make up my mind. the strange thing is i dun noe what has got into me... y have i taste for ppl who's older than me? i mean like last time i used to tink tt my mentality does not suit mature girls but now... its like im even Imagined myself with a person 2 YEARS older! like what the heck is goin on wit me? well i guess i have to put tt at the back of my mind now...
3)i dun noe wad im suppose to do now... be in a relationship? im the independent type. have sum1 to love? i scared it will onli add on to my probs. hove no relationship? i got no love..

well well well...
btw thx to cuz nad i had applied to starbucks vivo... hope tt will chase away my boredom.
and i slept over at his house btw.

i'll end here for now.. not much more to add...
thx for taking the time off to read...

Labels: cant make up my mind

Hoildaes GEREK!!!

its been a while since i blogged yar...
well this holidaes had been a real memorable event yup2... 1st up... i had my organisation's pit at ecp. den my fren's sis wed.
butt!!!
the very !hip! week was last weekend till tis weekend yea!!
ok the last sat, the gang went up shisha-ing at clarke quay, in collabo with my bdae and hanafie's on too...
-bro hanafie, good luck on ur tekong "trip" yar (hehe)... we gonna miss u loads dude..
aites then, yesterday was also G-rate beb... gon east coast go sight-see and ease the tense and thr problemos im handling.. aint gon ellaborate coz tis is a public viewin product. wad happen back at ecp is a private thing so Acap... shh.. but hey. thanks .... it made my life and holidaes more interesting.
well then... now im looking forward to the gangs' pit at ecp... to give hanafie a farewell party and his bdae (9 june) and also to include my bdae (23 june)... hmm.. i wonder what they have in store for us ye...
and to u... u noe u im referin to... i dun wana make my life more complicating and to have more problems. coz evrytime we started talkin agaen, surely theres sumthing to fight about each and evry time... and i hate it...

guys.. im sorie for the long essay coz i felt i had to express my feeling coz tts wad a blog is for ryte...
so people... happy holidaes..
god bless...

Labels: holidaes of YAY-ness