Finally... had time to sit down, ponder, wonder, remember and cherish.
Jamile and Michelle Brooke
from So You Think You Can Dance
time flew past very fast,
unknowingly, many of my life impacting incidents had happened, both in a good and bad way.
first up was the debut showcase put up by my crew members.
i say we did a nice job, nice enough to interest others to dance, with or without us, and some to join us. good job Style Groovaz.
after that, was the preliminaries and finals of the Butts Off comp.
and i have to thank those who came down to support, much appreciated!!
ample time and commitment were given in, although we didnt emerge top 3, we still got in the finals.
to me, its not a worry, its only a stepping stone in the dance arena,
once you fall or being defeated, it makes you stronger, making you work harder, making you wana win.
and you cant be up there all the while, you cant win forever ryte?
so peeps, Watch out for the greatest competition of all, Style Groovaz.
one bad thing happened, i just dunnoe how to put it in words.
maybe i shld just write it all. hmmm...
it all came as a sudden,
expected but still it shooked me.
i just cant believe it happened,
although it has been a couple of time.
u might wana noe what im talking about,
but i just cant convey the words exact.
to make it simple,
im being shifted agaen.
i noe its just a normal thing for me,
where i can get used to shifting over and over agaen.
but how am i to say,
that it hurts me everytime it happens.
since 3 years ago,
its been 7-8 times i've been on the move.
never sit down and settled.
i guess tt can never happen.
but on the other hand,
this recent incident shown me smth.
of my friends,
they are the best one can ever find.
although we may be guys,
but where can you find these kinda friends,
where they wouldn t wana spoil your happiness
and it hurt them wanting to tell me.
they are the greatest of friends i can ever find,
where else can you find friends who cry for you, because of you.
who go any lengths just to help me who is in need.
friends, whom their families also cry for me?
My Happy People they are called,
never fade, never fought.
share happiness and sadness together.
though the times spent are getting lesser.
since i was born,
i nvr realli felt the love of a parent, a mother, a father.
all i got was beatings, scoldings.
im used to being thrown things at, being bleeding in the toilet just crying till cant cry no more.
wen they divorced,
i thought it was goina get better,
but it did not.
the new one treated me same, far worst.
treating me like a vermin from the drain.
well how can you expect?
im no child of his.
he can have the right to mistreat me.
the right to let me in his house.
many have said that the outcome will be good.
said that persevere throughout and i will be a strong man.
well you can say that, coz you guys are not in my situation.
so unless you're in it, you can never understand the whole thing.
im like all left alone in this world.
with no one to hold me up when i fall.
each and everytime, i have to pick myself up
slowly but pain as each movements made.
so now yall get my sadness im in this past few days.
i just hope everything is being made clear.
if not, i'll leave you to ponder upon it.
and thanks fer taking the time off to read...
Labels: the thing called Love
