im just not sure of my feelings these few days.
just now, halfway during skool, i suddenly feel so lethargic but i dunnoe y. i juz wana lie down and jus... sleep! haish.
its ok tt ya cldnt make it this sat. i kinda expected it. nemind rau. we still can celebrate ya bro?
my heart skipped two BEATS when i saw that familiar curly hair wearin Banana Republic shirt (fergot wad color). been wanting to ask... but it just seem to appear and disappear.
and 1 thing too..
these family probs of mine (financially too) are hittin me real bad man... i just felt like a total loner with no one to rely on. not even my mother, blood mother.
y is she reacting this way? isit because i din get approved by the Air Force. i noe she was hoping her heart for it but hey. i cant deny myself being a malay...
u see thats wen all girls come together... the part where money comes in, surely they will like act up so good towards me. adn then when broke? they just simply dun wana bother about me. hah... how unfortunate.
thank god KEKA was back s'pore safely. ay girl.. mish u lar shey. hhaha...
anymore to be added later on yea...
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