hari raya/ weekend.

how lucky can i get?
Instructor Ryan and me!
he shaped me, nurtured me and the cause of me being THIS GOOD!


just got back from esplanade,
for the Oschool perf.
i tell You, its fun and was very tiring.
coz they taught us some choreo and i came unprepared for dancing!
haha, lucky i wore 2 shirt...

bought some stuffs along the way...
even though i din get to buy Mikal's sweat pants,
i managed to get 2 comfortable sweat pants somewhere, even comfy and cheaper...
haha... -cheapo-
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yesterday's raya was quite a bore yet memorable one..
is that the way it should be put?
haha...
wen i get to Dad's house, had chit chat with relatives and uncles and aunties,
when its time for the forgiving and apologising part,
i told dear Dad that he should cut down on smoking and what nots...
and lastly i hugged him...
the feeling was unexplainable,
its like he knows i need it from him more from everything...
and i felt that hug was because he loved me so much and he missed me and sis dearly..

gosh! i din realise my hair was that long!


just pray that things will become better,
for my life and for my surroundings
and it already is starting to turn for the better,
just like wad Ida said..
my life and finally meeting my dream girl...

well i hope things stay this way or even better...

and to my mum's husband...
forgive you? Never...
u shld have done that long time ago...
y now then u realised?
wen the time when you hitting me with everything u can reach, you never think of saying sorie?
and now the side effects of everytime u hit me on the head, even when its bleeding u still continue?

i get a short term memory, very bad one,
even when i went to skool, i forgot to bring my bag?
when i stepped out of house, i was on boxers rather than pants?

yes you may think its silly,
but its that bad...

Labels: my first hug with dad....